im ill.

haha, well yeah, so i havent been going to school because im pretty sick! my moms so irritating. she wont stop calling me & im tryna get some rest so that i can feel better.

then when i told her my temperature she totally over reacted and made me go to the fucken hospital.

& it doesnt help that my brain was pounding
& i felt like shit & she was fucken yelling and swearing at me.

ugh, such a frustrating day.
well they did all kines of tests on me and it turns out that
i just have a cold. not even the flu or anything.
but, im not allowed to go back to school yet.

& now im so irritated by my brat brother.
stupid kid.
he needs to grow up & needs to be diciplined.

and now im logging off because i have to go watch him.

r.i.p.

wow, so much has happened lately. first of off id like to start off by saying Rest In Peace Dylan Alao.
i still cannot believe that youre gone. i hope youve finally reached that place of happiness that you were searching for all this time. even though we werent close and actually didnt hang out too much, im still gonna miss you soso much! you were a good guy who always meant well and tried your best to help everyone for their best interest. watch over us & we'll all meet again one day..


this situation really taught me that people really can be taken at any time and that you really shouldnt take anyone or anything for granted. i think this was one of the most life changing things thats happened that really opened my eyes to reality. i saw him on tuesday & he was gone by sunday.. not even a week later. i think everyone should learn from this because you learn that life really is too short for anything that can bring you down, for anything that just isnt worth your time. be happy, enjoy your life, live it to the fullest, seriously. rest in peace, dylan.

to all my family & friends, and just everyone, dont ever leave me like that okay? i dont know what id do without all the people that i have in my life.



alright, well my life other than all of that has been suuuper goood! aha. like really good haha. its kinda weird. im almost always in a good mood now & theres nothing bad going on. schools still a drag & im not doing too good..

work this weekend.. ugh, starting to get sick of this. nah, i wouldnt care if i had to work during the week instead of the weekend. buuut, nah, im satisfied i guess.
gotta make money, right? haha.

well not going to school tomorrow to try and get a state id haha. then liquor license & drivers permit lol. so much to do! better get started haha.

off to do my pages and pages of hmwk. bye!

xoxo,
marissa

finally!

omg, i couldnt remember my email or password this whole time so i couldnt do this blog lol

but finally, i remembered (:

anyways, ugh we start school tomorrow :| that sucks sooo bad, fuurels. i hate school so much.
spring break was pretty fucken shitty though. i was in vegas for like 5 days so i didnt get to hang out with friends, came back on a monday afternoon, got grounded wednesday morning >:| so that sucks suuuper bad.
so sorry everyone! i havent done anything for almost a week. b
en locked up in the house, ugh.
i got the "marissa where the hell are you? you went mia this week!" from at least 10 people.
but i get to see everyone in school starting tomorrow! (:
im dreading having to go back, seriously.
and im so scared to get bad grades cuhz that aint mee but this quarter was just like the hardest one so far.

anyways, enough about schoool.
im finally "home" and bored as usual.
my phone broke.
i went to yogurtland today! it was delicious (:
i made pretty good money at work on friday & saturday so im happy but then i spent alot of it already so blah.

anyways, im gonna go shower and try to sleep early cuhz i kno ima have a hard time waking up for school tomorrow. bye!

xoxo,
marissa (: