today,

was actually really good haha.
started off waking up at fricken 630 because i wanted to have time to get ready but i fell back asleep and didnt wake back up till like almost 730 haha. rick came over and then we went to school. that crazy shit with helicopters looking for some man happened in first period so we had a lock down. people were texting me saying they were triiippin because of it. haha. some teachers had the students sit under the desks with the windows and doors locked with the lights shut off haha. school was pretty gay though as usual. at least i got to go to both lunches and then at lunch kameron brought taco bell. haha. 6th period was funny because cindy & i were making pennies stand on its sides and the teacher was getting so mad because she kept dropping the coins because the girl that sits next to cindy just kept shaking the desks. haha. after school i went to towncenter and we hung out with ethans friends for a bit. theyre pretty cool. i got my mom to talk to my orthodontist to get my braces off 4 days sooner. haha. so they'll be off by the 20th! (: i cant wait! mama gave rick & i a ride home & then we chilled at my house. fell asleep at like 6-9 and now im awakeee. haha. gonna try to go to sleep in like an hour though so that i can wake up early tomorrow to meet up with amanda. haha.

yesterdayyyyy,
woke up & nick was trying to scare me by hitting a pot again but once again i woke up before he did it. haha. got picked up at like almost 11am and went home to get motha & brotha. went to eat at some chinese restaurant & then to christians baseball game. i dont know why they make me go to those things. theyre so boringgg. i slept through the whole thing lol. then after that we went home and got ready & went to have dinner with my moms mom, aka my "grandma." shes really nice. i wish she was around more though. overall, alright day. i think it woulda been better if i got to go out haha.

rawr.

last night was alright. did a real lot of walking and plans kept changing because it would get messed up. rick & i got to hang out with a bunch of people & then i slept over his house. woke up to nick banging a pot or something that fricken stupidass haha. i was supposed to go to christian's first baseball game but that didn't happen. i ended up just walking home because i needa congradulate my brother. supposed to go to pearlridge but i doubt ima go now. .

im so fucken irritated right now and i dont know how to deal with it. ah. todays gonna be the start of my new plans. im changing things a lot starting now, and it's gonna be for the better. i have the biggest feeling i'll regret it but maybe in the end, im doing the right thing. wish me luck.

hello starshine,

when i went to vegas & spent alot of money but didnt buy a whole lot like last time. it was fun though.

2009 has been pretty good so far. never really a dull moment haha.

well today was pretty gay. i hate school so much. its such a drag.
after school i was supposed to go to haleiwa but since the bus was so busy, we didnt go. ended up eating lunch at chili's with rick & then went home. got pretty irritated at home. then i tried to develop my pictures for photography and it aint gonna be ready till tomorrow. rawr. im so behind in school now. shit, when i was to towncenter i heard someone call my name & it was lowen lol. neva seen him in the longest. now im tryna do homework but i got bored so yaw.