im ill.

haha, well yeah, so i havent been going to school because im pretty sick! my moms so irritating. she wont stop calling me & im tryna get some rest so that i can feel better.

then when i told her my temperature she totally over reacted and made me go to the fucken hospital.

& it doesnt help that my brain was pounding
& i felt like shit & she was fucken yelling and swearing at me.

ugh, such a frustrating day.
well they did all kines of tests on me and it turns out that
i just have a cold. not even the flu or anything.
but, im not allowed to go back to school yet.

& now im so irritated by my brat brother.
stupid kid.
he needs to grow up & needs to be diciplined.

and now im logging off because i have to go watch him.

r.i.p.

wow, so much has happened lately. first of off id like to start off by saying Rest In Peace Dylan Alao.
i still cannot believe that youre gone. i hope youve finally reached that place of happiness that you were searching for all this time. even though we werent close and actually didnt hang out too much, im still gonna miss you soso much! you were a good guy who always meant well and tried your best to help everyone for their best interest. watch over us & we'll all meet again one day..


this situation really taught me that people really can be taken at any time and that you really shouldnt take anyone or anything for granted. i think this was one of the most life changing things thats happened that really opened my eyes to reality. i saw him on tuesday & he was gone by sunday.. not even a week later. i think everyone should learn from this because you learn that life really is too short for anything that can bring you down, for anything that just isnt worth your time. be happy, enjoy your life, live it to the fullest, seriously. rest in peace, dylan.

to all my family & friends, and just everyone, dont ever leave me like that okay? i dont know what id do without all the people that i have in my life.



alright, well my life other than all of that has been suuuper goood! aha. like really good haha. its kinda weird. im almost always in a good mood now & theres nothing bad going on. schools still a drag & im not doing too good..

work this weekend.. ugh, starting to get sick of this. nah, i wouldnt care if i had to work during the week instead of the weekend. buuut, nah, im satisfied i guess.
gotta make money, right? haha.

well not going to school tomorrow to try and get a state id haha. then liquor license & drivers permit lol. so much to do! better get started haha.

off to do my pages and pages of hmwk. bye!

xoxo,
marissa

finally!

omg, i couldnt remember my email or password this whole time so i couldnt do this blog lol

but finally, i remembered (:

anyways, ugh we start school tomorrow :| that sucks sooo bad, fuurels. i hate school so much.
spring break was pretty fucken shitty though. i was in vegas for like 5 days so i didnt get to hang out with friends, came back on a monday afternoon, got grounded wednesday morning >:| so that sucks suuuper bad.
so sorry everyone! i havent done anything for almost a week. b
en locked up in the house, ugh.
i got the "marissa where the hell are you? you went mia this week!" from at least 10 people.
but i get to see everyone in school starting tomorrow! (:
im dreading having to go back, seriously.
and im so scared to get bad grades cuhz that aint mee but this quarter was just like the hardest one so far.

anyways, enough about schoool.
im finally "home" and bored as usual.
my phone broke.
i went to yogurtland today! it was delicious (:
i made pretty good money at work on friday & saturday so im happy but then i spent alot of it already so blah.

anyways, im gonna go shower and try to sleep early cuhz i kno ima have a hard time waking up for school tomorrow. bye!

xoxo,
marissa (:

confuseddd!

omgosh, i posted 2 blogs this past week and i just realized that they arent up! rawr. oh well.

welllll, this week was soo tiring! lol. so much has happened lately.
i had to work on wednesday and it suucked! it was so damn boring because only like 10 tables came in all night! gaay. i falling so behind in school somehow! ugh. i hate school sososo much. i just wish id be done with it already. ah. on thursday i ended up not going to school because i was gonna be late so i went to ricks haha. i was so tired cuhz of work the night before. friday i stayed at ricks all night till like almost 12 and then kaipo took me to the bus stop cuhz rick & i were gonna go to shalanes house to sleep over and instead of catching the bus aunty kammie just picked us up. funn ass night! one that i'll prolly always remember lol. there were some downs, but for the most part, it was fun! haha. heres a picture from that night (:
anyways, the next morning i was supposed to go home early but it was pouring so i just stayed at shalanes till like 215 till my mom said i had to leave haha. motha, brotha, step fatha and i ate at zippys then went home. i showered and then had work rawr. i was so tired! but i made $57 tips so i was happy haha. didnt leave work till like 10 something then i went home, got ready, picked up rick and met up with tara, shalane, boyd, hakeem and kaika. pretty funny night. shalane cracks me up so bad lol. i wish emily's lame ass came! haha. it poured all night though! its a good thing that i brought my trusty umbrella haha. that saved my life. then we were walking back to ricks at like 2am and it was still pouring so my good friend, kbOne came and got us and took us to ricks. then ethan came outside cand we talked to him for a while. then the four of us went into ricks room and chilled. i was so dam tired, i went sleep haha.

we all woke up today so late. ate, went back to sleep. woke up, called emily, went back to sleep lol. then finally we all stayed up after like 1pm and then emily came to ricks. rick and emily gave ricks rabbit a bath lol. supposedly youre not supposed to do that haha. i brushed its hair after.

we were all so bored so nick, james, shalane and i tried playing leap frog haha. then nick and james were jumping over each other while they were standing straight up! damn, i wish i could do that. then we got the vaccums cord and shalane held one side and i held the other and rick, nick and james limbo-ed, jump roped, and jumped over that thing. they did good at all of that haha. it was pretty funny. then somehow the matress came out there and they started holding it up for each other while the other person kicked it lol. i tried to hold it but it was too hard haha. we didnt do much after that haha. then shalane and i decided that it would be smart if we went home because it was like 615pm. haha.

we were both expecting to get into trouble for being late but neither of us got into any. haha. i cant wait for spring break to start! im going to vegas from the 24th-31st. i think that was the dates. haha. idk. shalanes birthday is so soon! the 17th to be exact. we needa celebrate!

im tryna do hmwk right now that was due like two weeks ago so i needa get off of this shit lol. bye!

exhuasted!

hoooo shit man. i just got home from my first day of working! haha. daaamn. im exhuasted. i was all good until i finally got to sit down after like 5 hours. shit, thats when i realized how really tired i was lol. well at least im
a get to start making my own money (: i work again on wednesday though lol. idk how ima be able to do this. ima be so tired tomorrow, i prolly wont go to school lol.

catching uuup. my weekend -->
i pierced my nose! haha. kk, but on friday i watched my brotha all night from after i got home from school and then rick walked up to my house at like 930pm and we went to towncenter to meet shy and cindy. we sat under a fricken recylcling bin for a while, until we figrued out what we were gonna do lol. then we walked across the street and mikey saw us so he came to saw hi haha. we met up with cindy & shy's friends and went driving. we chilled at the top of ricks hill and then went to find a bathroom cuhz everyone had to pee haha. we fit 7 people in a so small car lol.

i had to wake up so early on saturday for christians stupid baseball game. ugh. i hate going to those things so much. slept through the majority of it though haha. when we got home christian was bothering everyone so the two of us caught the bus down to haliewa and ate lunch at stortos. yuuum! we saw sooo much chickens! haha. we tried to catch em too. they were so cuute, look!


then i got a new bowl! i was so happy. blessed it that night. that was fun. aha. slept over ricks again.

walked home the next morning and then had christians baseball game.. i really really hate baseball lol. aunty dawn and ashley came to it too! i slept through the whole thing as usual haha. until it started to rain! frick, that ruined things. then grandma came over and then we went to get rick and then grabbed food and then went to great grandmas house. that was pretty fun, we sang all night haha. i was exhausted.

today i went to school and did sooo good on my biology test lol. dont really remember much of the beginning of my day.. then after school i went straight home, hoping to be able to sleep but then i had to go to workkk. started at like 3 something, almost 4 and got off at like 9. friick, im so tired. so ima go sleep. niiight! (:

ouuch.

that huuuurt.
nah, whatevaa.
up until just now, today was suuuper good! haha. besides the fact that im getting a little sick lol.
buut, good news. no baseball tomorrow! wooo! haha. im so happy.
today school was such a drag but i cracked up in like, all of my classes lol. somehow someone in every class made it fun haha. omgahd, in 1st period we had a sub and he picked on me sooo much i got so fricken mad. whatevaa.
after school i got to get so much stuff from walmart with lauren lol. then we ate at chilis! yuuuum! our waitress liked us so much lol. we were practically talking story hahah. so gay. nah, i enjoyed our food. im still full! lol
im doing my spanish class right now and its irritating.
i lost my shirt today after i took it off. rawr. oh well. bye!

spiiiicy!

hahaha, i just had to make that my title for this blog cuhz i just laughed when i thought about it. only lauren, amanda and rick would understand what that means hahah.
well fuuuck man. i hate school sooo much! i had sosososo much biology homework! it was ridiculous. school went by sooo slowly and it was so fricken booring. at least i didnt have to go yesterday haha.
and at least today was wednesday so we got outta school early! wooo.
renzee gave me a ride home after school haha. hes a good driver actaully! then i met up with rick, justis, kusaka, shaynon, mikey b, and will sheets for a while haha.
then rick, justis, kusaka and i walked to towncenter and met up with shy. chilled by transit and got kicked outta there, then we went by chilis. and some fricken old man on a moped called security on us for no reason. gaaay. went to chill hill for a little while, then went to walmart. dowwn to ricks and ate pizzaaa! yuuum! went home, did the loads of homework, and didnt even finish half. i have a math test tomorrow and i have no idea what its on ugh. i hate school. i fricken bought my mom that "eclicse" book today and it was like 23 fucken dollars. ugh. waste of my money!
ima take some nyquil so my throat stops hurting and hopefully it'll put me to sleep. byeee!